Experience my pain

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Question??????

So i want to know your thoughts on one night stands? Public sex? Sex with friends? Threesomes? and my personal favorite  Oral sex. Can you do it right if you don’t love it? Let’s talk about it.

The art of knowing but NOT

So every since that dream i have been horny all day. I had classes today from 8am til 3pm so i had no down time. So when i got home no one was there so i watched a little porn read some blogs and i came across Laci Green. Now i have been sexually active for a long time and i know i don’t know everything about sex but i watched a few of her video blogs and i realized i know nothing about sex. So when i finished watching her i went back to my porn at first just watching it was doing me some good. But what i had just learned was on my mind i wanted to try it out. She was talking about extremely sensitive areas of the body. She said if you take your finger and rub it around the outside area of your anus its an extremely sensitive sensation its not i did not find that to be true. Then she was speaking on how sensitive the clitoris is. Now i masturbate of course who don’t now i knew there was a sensitive part down there but i didn’t know that it was my Clit being so amazing, yes i know its there i just didn’t know it was causing me so much pleasure. So i got my vibrator i was already wet from watching the porn my labia already plump and ready for me so i take the vibrator and i place it on my clitoris and as i rub my finger in and out of my slippery wet vagina cum leaking everywhere and the sensation of my fingers plus the vibrator is beyond amazing. i felt this feeling in my stomach and my back, my legs stretched out and my toes literally curled my toes have never curled like that. It was as good as the sex in my dream may be because its a dream but its damn close i felt the pleasure of it in my face its like my body did something real life changing. It makes me think i really never knew anything about sex i have been approaching it all wrong. I have not been being pleasured until tonight my, release was amazing it was more than anything i have ever experienced and i did it all by myself.   I can’t wait to feel it again but with my man. I want sex to be more than amazing more than my wet dream sex and more then my own self masturbation. When he gets in he has a lot to live up to.

Good night

Good Night everyone. I hope to have an amazing dream to share with you all in the morning. 

An amazing feeling

I went to sleep worried about school and life and i woke up feeling so amazing. I had this dream, I’ve had dreams like this before but this one was amazing. Its about this guy i love and he loves me and the fact that we’ve been through so much and we still survive just makes this dream even better. So soon as my head hit the pillow last night and i closed my eyes it was me and him we were laying in the bed and after a long days hard work I’m tired. He taps me on my shoulder he know i will never refuse him but i tell him that I’m tired I want be much fun. We get going he’s on top of me and he place’s his fat juicy long penis inside my vagina. He’s working it but it’s a new technique he’s taking these long deep strokes that has my body feeling different but a good different and the pain is so amazing. As we’re having sex i can’t help but to scream out over and over again. It was so passionate he made me feel like a queen on her throne. And the first time i climax it was like an orgasm like never before. As he strokes i squirt and the more he strokes and i squirt the better it feels. this went on for about an hour and after we was finished he looks me in my eyes and says “Have I ever told you how much i love you”. When i woke up i felt so exhilarating and its like i fell in love with him all over again.

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This day unlike any other day

So wake up at 6:45am for class and i woke up with the biggest attitude. My god i have never had one so humongous. OK i had a dream about this guy i have been in love with since the seventh grade and back then he showed little interest but not enough to spark a relationship. He knew how i felt about him he has always known. We’ve had phone convo’s about it but that’s where it ends. So i see him off and on we’re still friends but we don’t hang out unless it’s an planned event. So i had a dream i was on my way back to summer camp to work it was training week, and he calls me on the phone and tells me he’s been thinking about me and how he miss me. Now this is where it get’s out of hand the part that pisses me off. He says, “Khalia you know, you’re the one who decided to be friends, you didn’t want a relationship.” I was beyond livid the fact that he now wanted to be with me (upon his convenience might i add) went in one ear and out the other. The fact that he blames me for us not being together now that got my attention. For some reason his brother’s were there and after i hang up he calls one of them and ask about me i can hear them through the bathroom door. He tells him “she’s in a mood, slamming doors and talking to herself”. I couldn’t focus on anything else, after eight years here you come ready who said i was ready for you. I had already given up on him. I had to think about me, i had to think is this the man you want. So i decided he wasn’t boyfriend material. I couldn’t see him in my future. But that phone call through me off balance. This dream screwed my day because i didn’t know what it meant. Then i pull out my phone and see him all over my Instagram. That there put the nail in the coffin. My thinking has been corrupted by visions of him. Fudge.. The things i did today were surrounded by my thoughts of him. And its like i know its a dream but all of the pain and rejection, just came back and hit me. Its like last December all over again.