Experience my pain

Posts tagged ‘family’

Loving life

Feeling extremely good. I just had an amazing job interview. Im feeling really confident about it. My baby is here and were doing better then ever what more could i ask for. Good job good man. Living the good life.


Lovely Day

About to hit the road, I’m driving home this weekend to take my nephew ice skating for his birthday. Then i’m going to get tatted


Adult or NOT Adult

I’m in a family where no one actually take responsibility for their own actions. And everyone thinks everyone owes them something. I say your an adult get up off your ass and do something with your life. Stop blaming everyone else for your short comings. No one can shape your future but you.

fam thing

So i hate having to always have to be the voice of reason in my family it gives me no time to act out


So i want to know your thoughts on one night stands? Public sex? Sex with friends? Threesomes? and my personal favorite  Oral sex. Can you do it right if you don’t love it? Let’s talk about it.


Last year i wondered if this day would be different but its not the real is as real as ever and the fact that i cant control it frightens me. But i know that our love will forever live no matter what. When i’m sixty with Alzheimer i will remember stank. 

Best friend Fazion

Today is my best friend, my cousin birthday. We were as thick as thieves but a sense less act took him away from me. Me and stank talked every single day and the one day i miss calling him i never see again. I’ve been trying to figure out our last conversation but i have so many memories of him they over lap. I think all i want to do is remember the last one but i’m thankful that i can remember all of the other one’s. I’m thankful that i was there to be apart of his life and experience what a great person we was while i could. I miss him i try not to be said but everyday i get another memory or i see something i knew he would have liked. Sometimes its unbearable Living with this broken Heart.