Experience my pain

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Food for thought

Women have the most vivid imagination and the things going through our head would surprise the most sexual man so when pleasing us you better come with your A game.



Today on this lovely day i sit tired unable to sleep but wide awake unable to think. But i guess that’s not so bad giving the significance of today. But i have been doing well on this side of life. Relationship is going well the sex is good not amazing but good. So i’ll survive.

Crazy, stupid, love

So for a while i had been in this tug-a-war relationship with Eric and a few days a we decides ago to call it quits. So i moved on some may say i move fast but i say the heart wants what the heart wants. 

Love or what

When is enough, enough. How do you know when to walk away and when to stay when your heart is on the line.

An amazing feeling

I went to sleep worried about school and life and i woke up feeling so amazing. I had this dream, I’ve had dreams like this before but this one was amazing. Its about this guy i love and he loves me and the fact that we’ve been through so much and we still survive just makes this dream even better. So soon as my head hit the pillow last night and i closed my eyes it was me and him we were laying in the bed and after a long days hard work I’m tired. He taps me on my shoulder he know i will never refuse him but i tell him that I’m tired I want be much fun. We get going he’s on top of me and he place’s his fat juicy long penis inside my vagina. He’s working it but it’s a new technique he’s taking these long deep strokes that has my body feeling different but a good different and the pain is so amazing. As we’re having sex i can’t help but to scream out over and over again. It was so passionate he made me feel like a queen on her throne. And the first time i climax it was like an orgasm like never before. As he strokes i squirt and the more he strokes and i squirt the better it feels. this went on for about an hour and after we was finished he looks me in my eyes and says “Have I ever told you how much i love you”. When i woke up i felt so exhilarating and its like i fell in love with him all over again.

Would you like more

So today was the first time i shared one of my dreams i think i should share more i write all down anyways why not let yall experience what i have. What do you all think would you like to read more about my sweet sweet dreams. If your wondering what i’m talking about go and read my post titled “An Amazing Feeling”


This day unlike any other day

So wake up at 6:45am for class and i woke up with the biggest attitude. My god i have never had one so humongous. OK i had a dream about this guy i have been in love with since the seventh grade and back then he showed little interest but not enough to spark a relationship. He knew how i felt about him he has always known. We’ve had phone convo’s about it but that’s where it ends. So i see him off and on we’re still friends but we don’t hang out unless it’s an planned event. So i had a dream i was on my way back to summer camp to work it was training week, and he calls me on the phone and tells me he’s been thinking about me and how he miss me. Now this is where it get’s out of hand the part that pisses me off. He says, “Khalia you know, you’re the one who decided to be friends, you didn’t want a relationship.” I was beyond livid the fact that he now wanted to be with me (upon his convenience might i add) went in one ear and out the other. The fact that he blames me for us not being together now that got my attention. For some reason his brother’s were there and after i hang up he calls one of them and ask about me i can hear them through the bathroom door. He tells him “she’s in a mood, slamming doors and talking to herself”. I couldn’t focus on anything else, after eight years here you come ready who said i was ready for you. I had already given up on him. I had to think about me, i had to think is this the man you want. So i decided he wasn’t boyfriend material. I couldn’t see him in my future. But that phone call through me off balance. This dream screwed my day because i didn’t know what it meant. Then i pull out my phone and see him all over my Instagram. That there put the nail in the coffin. My thinking has been corrupted by visions of him. Fudge.. The things i did today were surrounded by my thoughts of him. And its like i know its a dream but all of the pain and rejection, just came back and hit me. Its like last December all over again.