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i need everyone who follows my blog to know that i have no filter i say whatever is on my mind


im extremely sleep i have been trying to occupy my day to keep busy but im tired now and its time to take that drive back to DeKalb


I been thinking about this for awhile now and after i graduate NIU i’m going to culinary school. I’m my happiest when i’m cooking, I love to do and why not perfect my passion by going to school.

What girls dream about…

So last night i was thinking about what i’m always thinking about my dream wedding and my dream house. I’m only 22 but i can’t wait to get married. I want a winter wedding it’s tons of snow outside. It will be at a hotel the inside will be decorated lavender and black. As we share our first dance I will be able to look out the window and see the beautiful snow. My dress will be elegant it will be white with one strap, pearl beaded lace with a pattern so beautiful but the pearls will only be around the top trim. Leaving the top half with a soft pattern. The bottom will flare out then drop so that i have a train long as day. It will also have a light purple bow in back with long tails. My shoes will be white 4in pumps crafted just for me. And as we dance to our first song (I got a crush on you by Frank Sinatra) I will feel comfortable about the choices i’ve made and safe because of the man i’m with. In high school we had an art project to draw up blueprints to a how you would want to live in one day. I still have them it the perfect house. Seven bedroom house; the family room is where our children with play and watch movies, the dining room where we will share every meal together. we will have a huge front yard and a huge back yard. We will have a white picked fence and a dog to stand behind it. My life will be everything i ever imaged it to be.


The Dreamer